Back To School. [082310]

today was the back to school day.. i'm currently a JUNIOR now! i can't believe it myself ya know? it seems like it's been so much shorter. i can remember when i was a freshman & i was totally lost. lol! but all in besides that..

a lot of things have been on my mind lately. i don't know how to sort out my priorities right now.. i don't know if the feelings i feel right now are based off of lust or if i actually like the person for who they are.. i hope it's the second one, i really do. i hate how when guys upset me i try to find comfort in other guys. i shouldn't be doing that in the first place cus if i find comfort in other guys i'll juss be more confused about my feelings cus i'll be vulnerable if i open up right? vulnerability in this state of emotions is not good for anything to be happening. i need to sort out my head, emotions & priorities before i can move on to anything else.

-jenn-tacular;

"What if I kissed you right now? Would it bring us any closer?"

-Drake

Juss Some Thoughts. [081510]

obviously you're on my mind & it juss seems harder & harder to get you out.. i don't want to sound like one of those girls who juss be chasin' you cus i'm sure you got plenty. but what can i say? there's juss something about you that i'm naturally attracted to & i juss can't get enough.. there's juss something about you that i want more of & i know it may sound a bit scary.. but no one has ever controlled the emotions & feelings the heart controls. they have lied to themselves believing that they could but we all know deep down that they're being scared of their own emotions & feelings. they blame upon the emotions & feelings they witness as to their actions. i personally believe that what feelings we witness are a state of mind..

that is all.

-jenn-tacular;

"I got that better love, that no one better love, that hit it and gone tomorrow but this forever love."

-Wale