my oh my, have things gone wrong.
i know the things i've done lately haven't been the wisest decisions, nor have they been right. but they weren't wrong. maybe it was wrong in your eyes, i'm not sure.
but you know, what happened to the whole cliche "true friends" things?
if you were my true friend, you'd accept the fact that i did it right?
i get that you're upset. disappointed.
but there was no need to say all the things you said.
you could've said it better.
you really could've.
but it's your decision.
i know that i haven't been lately the girl that everyone knew.
but people change right?
i mean change happens. everyday.
so i don't see why i'm such a different case?
aren't i juss another person who has changed as well?
i accepted your change, why not accept mine?
i go through with all the things you went through, why couldn't you go through with mine?
i don't mean to sound like a bitch.
i know i'm not straight lately.
maybe it's a phase, maybe not.
i don't know.
how am i s'posed to know?
am i losing you too?
i don't wanna lose anyone anymore.
but you know what? if you wanna walk out, do so.
i'm not gonna beg for you to come back, cus i can't stop you.
i don't control what you do.
i'm tired of arguing. what's going on? why have i become the person i am?
a fucked up child.
disgusted with myself.
i'm such a fuck up.
"Wait, they don't love you like I love you."
-Yeah Yeah Yeahs
