In Lust. [012910]

do you love someone for who they are.. or what they can give you? i think i love a person for what they can give me.. is that wrong? or maybe i'm juss in total lust all over again cus i'm a little 15 year old girl who doesn't know how to do handle anything maturely and i'm afraid of anything and everything that can bring me down. one major factor is love [well love with another person]. i think i'm so scared of it i've totally shutted it down out of my life. i don't want anything to do with it. i'm so terrified of what it can do to me. but i don't wanna keep running away from it like an idiot. like some simple but thinks she's complicated pathetic girl who doesn't really know what she wants in her life. who's confident but on the inside is hurting like as if someone decided to juss start beating up her heart. i'm tired of running away from it and i juss wanna let it come when it needs to come, do its work, and leave. cus love is never gonna stay. unless they take pieces of you with them. happens to a lot of people. happens to people like me who are all in lust and is blinded by that. happens when you're too scared for it.

-jenn-tacular;

"She's the sweetest taste of sin."

-Ne-Yo