but anyways, my day today.. well i could barely get up in the morning. i really do need to sleep more. well today in first period, i barely payed attention. same thing in second period. in third period i juss listened to abn on spacek's ipod. and in fourth period i slept. fifth period i was juss being stupid with the calculator. and sixth period we had a sub so i juss walked around and talked. seventh period we were inside, thank gawwhhh. it's freezing outside. soccer practice was okay, juss played volleyball with consuelo. walked halfway home cus i got picked up by satara's mama. hahahaha. but i'm really tired.
and i've been having really bad headaches lately. like migraines and headaches. back pains and shoulder pains. like it can get any worse.. my thoughts are all over the place and disorganized and i hate it. i can't think straight. and i can barely text. my thoughts are juss everywhere. i don't know what do with them. i don't know what to do with the people in my thoughts. everyday people go through my mind and they juss don't wanna seem to leave. my head is gonna explode.
and i juss got a mofuckin' damn lecture right now. about me not raising my brother. and being disrespectful. and how i don't take care of the house. and how my mom is more tired than me when she comes home from work. and that i should i learn how to be more respectful and "nice looking" when i go out. and that i don't know how to clean up after myself. man i'm really tired of all the lectures and talks i have to have every night about me being the worst daughter or some. can't she juss accept me for who i am?
-jenn-tacular;
"All you hoes still gets no love."
-ABN
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