Maybe It's Nothing At All. [030510]

i'm so tired of acceptin' things that really bother me. i mean if it bothers me that much i should juss speak up right? but noo, i don't wanna be lectured at. i wanna avoid fights & whatnot. it's not my fault really. but what can i do? wouldn't you wanna avoid stuff like that too? avoidin' all the fights & drama. all the emotions fightin' at each other. & the time wasted basically. & then this drake song got me thinking. man, can whatever i have with any guy be SOMETHING? at all? or is it all nothing? cus i'm so tired of being left here lonely & abandoned. my heart is in deep hurt, wound too deep to heal. can't do anythin' about that either. it's always gonna be there to stare & laugh at me. remind me how foolish i've been. how blind i've been. how naive i was to believe it all.

-jenn-tacular;

"This could be something."

-Drake