New Year's Eve. [123109]

so today is new year's eve and man, it's been quite a year. earlier i watched a video by timothydelaghetto [http://www.youtube.com/timothydelaghetto2] and it was his new video on this year. he's right.. 2009 might not have been the best year. but it was more of a growth period. i developed and grew as jenny, and i'm actually happy with who i am now. i'm satisfied with who i am and all that matters is NOW. who makes me happy NOW. what makes me happy NOW. there's not point in dwelling in the past and being miserable about it as well.
so a recap of a 2009 for me..

january - i started talking to an incredible guy. he should know who he is if he ever reads this. that month really made me happy. :) especially the 12th. that was a good day. but i don't remember my new year's resolution..
february - chinese new year & my ma's birthday. that was bad cus i forgot my ma's birthday. that wasn't a good idea. i really have to owe it up to her in 2010. but chinese new year was pretty good. firecrackers all night gave my ears an earache. haha. but i don't think i got that much money.
march - i hated this month. i absolutely hate being weak and crying. hard month. i learned from it though. :P
april - it was an okay month. on april fool's i remembered consuelo april fooled her parents haha. that was funny! my birthday was also at the end of the month, the 30th. i forgot what i did for my birthday.. i do remember consuelo got me some shirts though, thanks girl.
may - passed freshman year! thankmofuckingawhh. lol. i was gettin' ready for the summer! but then i decided to waste part of it away with summer classes lol.
june - summer classes. 2 hours of bcis. 2 hours of health. 2 hours of gym. killer. but at least i had people to talk to in each class. i had fun in each class too. bcis was easy, i am a fast typer haa. health kinda sucked cus the teacher was always getting on my nerves and picked on me a lot. damn teacher. gym was alright, i had it with virginia. and man do i love that little shorty. haha. we got really close the months passing. i also started getting close to angel. and jossy as well. started drifting from my best homegirl consuelo. that wasn't cool of me. went on the metro a lot. good experience for me. :)
july - summer classes were ending! thank gawhh. got close to angel through texting haha. bestfriend he currently is. and well i can't really recall what happened in july.. oh wait. near the end of july, i got asked out by that guy. i was the happiest girl in the world.
august - he broke up with me. but it was my fault.. i was always such a whiny bitch. but you know what? he taught me to be stronger, more independent, and he taught me many things. so it's bittersweet. i'm real thankful i met him though. classes started again on the 24th? or 25th? sophomore year. man. it was nice to see everyone again. my schedule was messed up though. ugh.
september - my brother's birthday was on the 5th. i can't recall how many times i've slept in chuck e cheese's now haha. but we were getting into our classes. and homecoming was also this month! i went to go for some people [some football players, especially glenn! :D] and ohmaaan. haha. it was fun!
october - i remember halloween! wait no i don't. hahaha. what did i do this month? it's a blur.
november - hmmm, thanksgiving.. i didn't get my potatoes. haha.
decemeber - birthdays & christmas. how damn stressful! lol. but i managed to get money to buy people the things i wanted to buy them. i hope they really do appreciate it though. you guys know who you are.

and now as this month & year is closing to an end.. i've realized i've grown over the past years. i'm someone now. i'm not juss another girl. i'm JENNY. and you best recognize that. i've met many great people this year. :) and i've been inspired & have inspired. i broke down quite a few times & had heartache. i had friendships built & disintegrate. i had boys come & go. i had friends come & go. some still in my life. others not so much. i grew stronger & evolved into the person i am today. i quite like it up here, care to join? you will as soon as you find out exactly you have become to be. :) i've learned to appreciate & found out what it was like to be appreciated. i've argued & screamed. i've cried & made people cry. i've been bitched at & i've bitched. i've drifted & got close to people. this year was one hell of a roller coaster. but i do have to admit. it's been memorable. and that's what counts. i've found parts of myself. and i've yet to find more. but that's what 2010 will hold for me. it's going to be a good year. i know it will. it's going to be a good year cus i'm gonna pursue what i wanna do. and i'm gonna reach my goals even more this year. yeah i wanna be famous. let's reach that a little more. yeah i wanna pursue a career in psychology. maybe be a therapist. or a counselor. yeah i wanna get a job at burger king. yeah i wanna get a car. and learn how to drive better. yeah i wanna travel to cali and visit. and i'm gonna do it all. juss you wait and see. this new year is to develop my personality even more. and live my life. 2010 here i come. are you ready? cus i sure am.

new years resolutions;

1. get my abs back. asap.
2. learn how to drive.
3. get a job.
4. pimp more. ha.

-jenn-tacular;

"One more time, we're gonna celebrate."

-Daft Punk