Fries' Funeral & My Day. [123009]

today was fries' funeral.. man. it was my first funeral since i was little. the heels i went in killed my feet btw, haha. but besides that, i went with virginia and met up with gina there, fries' best friend. i'm stunned that he had to go so soon, but now he's not surrounded in a world full of problems and stress. another thing is that he's not in pain anymore.. which i'm glad for. i guess it's a bittersweet feeling cus i'm glad he's not in this fuckedup world we called earth, but he left so soon. a lot of people came to visit him today. and the pictures slideshow just brought memories to so many. fries also wore a superman shirt with the mexican flag as the colors of the 's'. haha, that made me laugh. they say he was called super beaner instead of superman. fries was an amazing person from what i've heard. and he deserved better. good people don't deserve to go at such an early age, he was only 18.

but this funeral really made me think.. what would i want my funeral to be like? the atmosphere of fries' funeral made me really sad.. i wouldn't want that at my funeral. i really do mean it when i say that cus i can't stand everyone crying.. it makes me sad to know that you know? i mean i understand if my family cries, but why my friends? i would rather they come up to my casket and say, "hey jenny! remember that time we __________! man good times right?!" when i say i really want you to party at my funeral, i mean it haha. and i wanna have an all silver casket.. and if i'm buried, i wanna be buried in a place that meant to a lot to me. or cremated and have my ashes in a museum or some! haha. yes i know, jenny you're crazy. but that's who i am right?

but besides that, after the funeral i learned how to drive again with pato lol. driving is fun.. i really can't wait to have my car and have a job! i'll be making $$$ and then if i had a car as well.. shit i don't think i'll ever be home! as you all might know already, i'm a very busy person. :) haha.
so i juss came back from kroger. got more eyeliner lol. that's it for now.

-jenn-tacular;

"Nobody said it was easy. Shameful for us to part."

-Coldplay

R.I.P Jose Ramirez [aka Fries]