Another Day, Another Birthday. [090510]

so today my brother turned 7. i hadn't gotten that pissed in a long ass time! but let's not talk about my day yeah? it'll juss make me mad. like you know. when you get so mad you cry? yeah.

lately i've been trying to sort out my emotions & feelings for someone.. it's hard to think that you can't have everything you want & it's hard to think that you can't control your emotions. imagine if you could, someone likes you, you don't like em but you COULD like em & then bam. you guys like each other. happily ever after, the end. how beautiful right? but sadly, reality doesn't work that way.. like i say, "the mind doesn't control the emotions of the heart, for the emotions of the heart are uncontrollable." it's true right? you can't THINK you love someone, you either do or you don't.. that's the way i see it.

you know what else sucks? not being able to see the person you like as often as you'd want to.. it's like, you guys are both busy. fuck, who knows if the other person is even interested? ugh. so many thoughts going on right now.

"Give my love to no one else."

-Wale